April or May?

so long?

the seams.

bitter
frustration
cannot
be
myself
when

when I

know

know this
has to
be something
or
or
the way

sleepless.
sinking,
aching?
no need?
confusion
confession
which?

forget.

lightless pictures
so bright,
so blind
Where?

writhing
weary
beaten
gnashing

Is this real?